That Person

    I don't need a perfect couple or a perfect guy that could make me proud because of his look, appearance, achievement, or anything that he's got. I need the one who can really understand me, the real one who knows what i've been through. I don't care whether that would be a boy or girl. I just need a person who can always be there, understanding every single word which comes out from my mouth, calm me down, figure out what shits that just happened only with looking inside my eyes, and took away all the pain that i had left behind.

    The one who really  knows what kind of person i am. Those pains, fake smiles, eyes full of hidden killing-lies, and all the feelings that i've been hiding from the world.

    The one who's gonna bring me a whole new perfect smile to replace this broken one. The day when you walk into my life, I promise you, you will never, ever be forgotten. I'm gonna love you with all my heart, and I would given everything just to make you always here, by my side.

I am still waiting.

First Posting

Bonsoir!:-)

Ini posting pertama gue.. wakaka curhat. Jadi ini pertama kali nya gue nulis blog, ya yunowmisowel lah biasanya gue nyampah di twitter huehe daripada gue spam di twitter mendingan gue keluarin keluh kesah gue di blog yega? udah ga dibatesin 140 karakter, trs mau selebay senorak, segiting, seautis apapun lo, ya yang ngejudge jg ga selebay di twitter. Hem knp gue jadi ngebandingin blog sama twitter :/

Pertama, gue sebenarnya lagi ga semangat semangat amat bikin postingan pertama ini grgr semangat gue udah gada grgr capek bikin blog ini tanpa tuntunan dan bantuan dari orang lain jadi ya... yagitude apasi gaje.

Kedua, gue udah pusing nih rasanya pen tidurr hadoh tapi gue kebelet pengen punya blog jadinya ancur gitu boam nanti gue rapihiin yang jelas skrng gue punya blog wakaka ayee daridulu gue pengen bikiin cuma bingung soalnya kata tmntmn gue bikin blog susaah lah ternyata ga susah susah amat dah dandanin nya aja yang ribet kaliya egataudeng.

Ketiga, gue ngetik postingan ini juga buru-buru soalnya nykp gue bentar lagi pulaang terus gue belom mandi ya yunowmisowel juga gue orangnya males mandii. Kalo nykp gue tbtb pulang ya ngibrit gue tutup laptop bawa handuk gusrak gasruk mandi bebek gataudah bersih apa enggaa grgr kebiasaan itu kaliya kalo malem gue suka gatel, gajelas faktor nyamuk apa grgr gue kalo mandi cuma semenit.

Keempat, gue bukannya sok ngelawak dan ngelucu dalam menulis blog ini, tapi gue emang bawaan nya autis gimana? susah ngilanginnya. Lagian autis itu sehat ko! Berani autis itu baik! gue aja ga ngerti kenapa Rinso lebih milih buat ngampanyein berani kotor daripada berani autis.

Sekian yaak pusing nih gue belom mandi, belom belajar buat besok padahal besok masuk-_- yah begitude derita murid smp. Ohiya baydewey otak gue udah mumet belajarnya besok ajadaah buat nulis posting ini aja menguras otak. Udah ya maaf kalo gue jayus, bawaan dari bokap, soalnya bokap gue juga jayus, jadi salahin bokap gue haha gadeng nanti gue dosa. Byee Au revoir!